but.. this one is special...
i have.. had a great thinking. over the past weeks. now before. jotting this down...
It all started with.. i dont. remember.. exactly... but... the last time. i remember...myself following. what the protagonist in Dasvidaniya movie did was to pen down what do i want to become in life....
hmmm.... the biggest question anyone has in his life..
So.. i always. wanted to be a cricketer... Surprised???... I felt.. i played like Dravid.. when i seriously played cricket and even bowled like Shane Warne.. and i felt myself a good asset to any team.....but... thanks.. to an incident that led to fracturing of my hand.... i gave up the dream after my school... as i started dreading the ball...
The second dream.. i always had.. and i still have is to become a singer...
There are hell lots of singers i have heard... and everytime i hear them.. i feel.. they are really goood.. so..where do i stand.. ??? dont know....
I remember.... a line.. written somewhere.. on a gate... in Allahabad.. " Will I anytime become and engineer or will I die thinking of it and somehome completing.. the engineering..?... " Now the third dream of my life was to be an engineer.... (though I distorted that from wanting to be a civil engineer to finally becoming an Electronics and Communication Engineer) ....
The last but. the ultimate one......
This thought has always bugged me...... u knw...pareto's law... top 50 person holds.. 90% of worlds wealth...
I mean... I would always favour Maoists ideology.. being from a country which has seen enough Equality but... when it comes to work.... the fourth dream.. which even turns out to be.. the biggest of all.. takes it.. all...
Hope this life ends someday.. with the dreams being achieved.. .
as some character in a movie rightly said...
Hope is a good thing.. may be the best of things.. and no good things ever.. die...
Dated smtime in Oct..
